Isn't this so true!

I always keep this on my mind when I start something that I feel it's impossible to finish! And once it's done, puff! It's koko krunch!

Siily yet meaningful wish..

Watched a movie recently.. Barfi.. Touched my heart. Been longing for a good movie for a long time and this movie totally filled my expectations of a good movie. After watching the movie, I actually realized something that I want in my life. "TO DIE IN EACH OTHERS ARMS". If I live long to that age, I wish, I really wish for my last breath to be in his arms.

One of my life policy!

Tooooooooooo true. do it, and it will really change your mood, you'll be glad that you took that decision! ~From experience~

I'll love you for a thousand more...

A song that I fell in love with, the very first time I heard it, made me to fall in love with him gain. I can never forget that very moment. I realized how much actually I love you. How much I want you by my side. How much you mean to me. How Lucky I am. And yes, I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING TAKE AWAY WHAT'S STANDING IN FRONT OF ME.

LOVE. The greatest GIFT.

We bugged her: Aunty, why didn't uncle get you anything for your birthday??? *bug bug bug*

She kept quiet. then she told us: "That's what I love about him. He never gets me things just so that he can impress me. See, that's what happens. When you get stuffs just to impress and one day you stop, you disappoint them. You won't be able to keep up what you have build before because of the responsibilities that you have. He doesn't get me anything and that's what I love the most about him."

That just shut us. I kept quiet. In my mind, I can't stop admiring their love. More than that, a new insight came into my mind. Something that changed the way I perceived things before. I think LOVE is the biggest gift that you can always give no matter in what condition you are. And YOU, have given and are giving me so much LOVE that I have no words to thank you for. I feel lucky.

I love you. =')

Friends make life more meaningful.

It's really really unique how a bunch of friends, all with different personality, attitude, minds get along very well together. To me, it's like a magic. Coz we understand each other. Despite whatever that person says, in the end, we know that they love us and they did not mean to say stuffs. One might not like some qualities that the other one has, but we have learnt to look beyond that. To look at the best qualities of the person and ignore the ones that they dislike. It's so awesome to have that bunch of friends who will try to fulfil / help you to fulfil your dreams. When you just feel like breaking down and crying, they give not only their shoulders for you too cry but their heart to listen. Only GOD knows what will happens tomorrow. But at this very moment, I'm glad to have my bunch of friends which I call my bunch of happiness. People say life is nothing without friends. I would say friends help make life more. =D It's the times we're so crazy, that people think we're high. we can't help but cry. It's all the inside jokes and "remember whens". those are all the reasons that we're best friends! -Unknown-

And I'm still amazed how friendship works.

The bird and it's birdcage

She is a little bird who was brought up in a cage called home and she is fed with love and care everyday. Then it came to a time where she is ready to fly. Now, she is a free bird, out in the air, flying happily with both her wings stretched out. She flies without worries, forgetting the world, but not herself. Sometimes, the sun burns her, the winds changes her path, thunder scares her, rain cancels her plans but she still faces all of them with a strong heart. Believing that it happens for a reason. She learns from all of them. When her strong heart is broken, she realizes her true loved ones. Wherever she flies, she takes with her all the values and culture that is learnt while she was in her cage.She has her own destination, but she follows it with god's path. On her journey, she meets new friends. Some become best friends, some become strangers, but she always remembers that human will always be humans and she treats them like one. Giving her best as she can. She is a grumpy one. But the only one who is able to see her sad face behind that grumpy face is her mum. And she loves her with all her heart. Owh, she has a flying partner too, someone just like her. No matter where she goes, she never forgets her "cage". At the end of the day, when she has finished her awesomeful journey, she always returns back to her very own cage. The place where she belongs, the only place that keeps her safe and warm. =)

Childhood. I miss it. So much.

As usual, I was scrolling down my FB news feed and then I saw a picture posted by my friend. I stopped, Hey I know that UNCLE!!!! I used to buy "Aiskrim Potong" from this uncle when I was in my primary school. I starred at the picture for minutes without realizing. That was more than 10 years ago. Tears filled my eyes. How I miss my childhood. I went to school just to see my friends, recess was spent playing and gossiping (that age itself), and the main agenda starts after school, JUNK FOOD SHOPPING TIME!! That is when we finish all up saved up pennies to get all sorts of chips, crackers and so on(SUPER RING, BIKA, APOLLO and etc.) And to get 20 cents "Aiskrim Potong" (corn flavoured: my fav) was a MUST!! Haishh! During my childhood, seriously, my biggest worry was just HOMEWORK. How when I get back home from school, first thing that I'll do is to sniff from outside the house itself what my mom has cooked for lunch. I'll eat until my stomach feels like bursting, then straight to bed for an afternoon nap (quite long one) with my mum. I wake up for my tea time, take my bath, pray, tv then straight to bed again. (That's why my homework was a worry to me!!) Sitting here, I feel helpless, how I wish I could have my childhood again.. I know TIME is not REVERSIBLE. If I was given a chance, I will not change anything in my past coz that was what that made me who I am today. But I can tell you, I was one naughty, weird & HAPPY kid who really enjoyed my CHILDHOOD! And that child is still in me and will always be. . .

Never JUDGE a man UNTIL you've walked in HIS boots!!

I used to be a person who judges someone quickly and if I have that one thing that I don't like about them, that will make to get annoyed with whatever they do and in the end, that might lead me to hate them. WHAT they did mattered to me most than WHY they did it.. Silly girl I was. Things really changed when people didn't understand why I did certain stuffs and then only I started to put myself in other person's shoes before judging them. That was when I was taken back and that changed the whole view about people that I had before. Yes, we will never know what a person went through that they are in that way if we never walked their journey.How hard will it be for the person that you are judging when you never knew what they went through. That is when I stopped judging people, I found the gold in them. The good heart that I have never knew before. How blind I was, covered with a shield called immaturity(And yes, that doesn't mean I'm matured now) All that glitters is not gold and often do we realize the gold that have been always there, right in front of our eyes.. Appreciate and love everyone as we are all one, HUMANS!!

FEAR is only a FEAR until you OVERCOME it!!

18th July 2012: Never knew that I will ever Bungy Jump! It was decided there and then. I still couldn't believe that I'm gonna jump although I was at the edge of the platform. When I was at the edge of the platform, I could not think of anyone else, the only thing that was on my mind was, should I turn back and walk away! Thank GOD my partner that went tandem with me was there to convince me that WE CAN DO IT! OMG, How I LOVE HER!! It took lots of courage to decide to JUMP and I did! Had TERRIBLE blood rush while falling down and I only opened my eyes when I heard my partner saying, "Don't close your eyes!!" Quickly, I opened my eyes and I enjoyed the BEAUTIFUL view, upside down! It was beautiful! Had three bounces before they pulled us up and somehow I managed to pull my red string and sit while I went up. When I stepped on the platform, my legs were shaking, I could not stop it, it was involuntary. All I can think of is, THANK GOD I did not walk away and I DID IT!! I felt so AWESOME that I could not describe it in words! And yeah, I walked away as a CERTIFIED JUMPER EXTRAORDINAIRE!! And this it it, I decided, I'm gonna try all the exciting challenges while I can! Woohooooo!!

New Year!! ~2012~

Another year! New Year! Actually it seems like just another day.. But it is what believe that we put in to this day makes it special. We take up new resolution, new aims, new habits leaving behind the old ones and lots of new things. This is what makes life interesting, if not, everyday will just be the same! Boring right?

I do have new resolutions, aims, etc:

1. To learn from my deadly mistakes that I did last year and not to repeat it! To be more cautious with people around me.

2. To LOVE and CARE more for my BELOVED ones.

3. I don't want to take any vows about STUDIES =P

4. Not to take up any bad habits.

5. And surprisingly, I want to try NEW things! I am so excited about that because I am a person who stays 1000 feet far away from trying new things! Gonna do something exciting this year, let's see what happens! =)

6. Last but not least, TO BE BETTER THAN BEFORE!

It may seem just like a fuss about the New Year but New Year feels nothing without all these stuffs right! Above all, I would really love to thank GOD for allowing me to see this WONDERFUL New Year of 2012. Hoping it to be a good year for everyone! =D

~My BEST FRIEND~

Best friend.. Everyone has a best friend.. Don't you?? I have few.. But I have only one BEST FRIEND that my LOVE FOR her is UNMEASURABLE..

She was with me since I was not even fully formed..

She is the reason I breathe..

She has never left me alone..

She gave everything that she had just for me..

She works hard so that I can live a happy life..

She never says NO to me..

She will always smile to hide sorrows in her heart so that I will never know..

She is my EVERYTHING..








She is the one who will always be there for you.. No matter in what condition you are, what you did, what you have said, THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON that will always embrace you forever is MUM.. AMMA.. She is the one.. My BEST FRIEND FOREVER!! My whole life wont be enough to show my love for her.. Missing her at this very moment madly..

~FRIENDSHIP~

A very subtle topic. Its very hard to define FRIENDSHIP.. In my 21 years of living , I have got hurt a lot , fell down, got up and still getting hurt because of FRIENDSHIP but I'm still moving on with my life. At first I really got confused. What is FRIENDSHIP then??

I had no one to explain.. Confused , still I was.. I was having the best of times with them until something terrible came up.. I tried my very best to hold my FRIENDS whom I love a lot.. I did , I really did.. But I didn't know where I went wrong.. Maybe it was my mistake, I agreed and I confessed but things did not seem to be the same.. Maybe they can't forgive me.. Maybe that's it.. I guess.. But I knew I did not do anything with the intention of hurting them.. Nobody understood me.. Damn hurt I was and this poor heart cried loudly but no one could hear..

But I thought, people choose to be with the people that they want. We cant force anyone to be with us although we want them to be with us.. After all , its their life right.. So they have their own rights to decide. They have their own reasons to not to choose to be with me.. I think I just have to learn to leave my friends on the path that they choose to be and move on with my life. I tried my best and I know that I will not regret later that I did not try to fix things up.

Yes, we have to get HURT in order to LEARN.. I have really learnt a lot.. Enough of tears.. And, I have decided, if my friends choose to stay in my life, I will WELCOME them with open arms.. But if they choose to LEAVE, I will bid them a GOODBYE with a BIG SMILE.. =)

Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara

Yes, LIFE is only for once and no matter what you do, you can never reverse the time nor start it all over again!!! Well, this is what I do in order to LIVE my LIFE!!

MISTAKES..

Mistakes are the most common ones in our LIFE.. It is when we do mistakes we really wish that we can FIX it. For me, I think MISTAKES are what causes us to LEARN and not to REPEAT the same thing again. When we are able to take each mistakes that we do as a STEPPING STONE, that is when we will stop REGRETTING and start LEARNING.

LIVE THE MOMENT THAT YOU HAVE!!

You can PLAN how you are going to live for the next forty years but the question is will you live to that far that you have planned? Nobody knows what will happen next right? We can plan and plan as mush as we want but GOD has greater plans for us. So why WORRY about the day that we don't know whether it exists? Thank GOD for each and every day that he has GRANTED you and cherish those moments that is in front of YOU!

LOVE EVERYONE AROUND YOU!!

PARENTS are the MOST PRECIOUS thing that I could name in the entire UNIVERSE. Only they will give everything that they have in order to give comfort and to fulfil their child's wish. My PARENTS will always be the ones that I give all my DEVOTION to. Give it all to your FAMILY and FRIENDS who were always there through your thick and thin. There is no HARM in giving your love to everyone isn't it? To GIVE and RECEIVE love to and from others gives you a good feeling. I just feel so LUCKY to have so much of them who loves me and those who appreciates my love! KILL all your ENEMIES!! Cause having enemies will give you nothing but more HATRED! Why do we need to create space for that?

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!

I do and will always BELIEVE that everything happens with a reasonable reason behind it. Well I'm saying this from my EXPERIENCES. Till now, I have came across so many CHALLENGES and PROBLEMS in my life and at the end of each one, I will REALIZE a REASON behind it.. So it is WISE to think that each and every OBSTACLES gives us a BETTER situation. Would like to quote a remarkable statement by anonymouys, 'Problems are like washing machines, they TWIST us, SPIN us and KNOCK us around.. But in the END we come out CLEANER, BRIGHTER and BETTER than BEFORE!!! Isn't it so TRUE????!!!!

NEVER LOSE FAITH IN GOD!

He is the only ONE who will always be there to LISTEN to your problems no matter what time it is!! =P What you will have to do is just talk to HIM in your HEART. HE always listens.. Although he doesn't gives the SOLUTION there and then, HE will do it! You just have to BELIEVE that HE will never let go the person that TRUSTS him just like that.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, SMILE ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No matter what life gives YOU, just SMILE and accept it as a new OPPORTUNITY to learn and to grow strong! SMILE and SMILE that even SORROWS are sick of it!!

~CUPCAKES~

YES!! I LOVE CUPCAKES!!!

I have been quite fond about CUPCAKES lately and recently, I'm going CRAZY bout them.. I love to adore the BEAUTY and CUTENESS of the CUPCAKES more than eating them! I like eating them though but adoring them is just MORE!!

CUPCAKES that has got animal designs on them ATTRACTS me much much more coz I'm an animal LOVER!

LOOK! Aren't they AWESOME???

This LADYBIRD CUPCAKES is just my FAVORITE of all!! I'm attempting to do one and when I do, I'll be the most happiest person in the world!!

Gosh, I really LOOOVEEEE CUPCAKES and RIGHT NOW, I'm craving for one!!! =P

~Lacrimation~

"Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water."

- Christopher Morley

Whenever my heart feels heavy, the best medicine for me will be to let of little water.. It helps.. Although it causes more pain but that's the best that can comfort me at that time.. After crying, the heart feels much lighter and mind gets clear for me to think of a new solution. I hate crying though but I have to do so when I'm helpless. . .

29th JUNE ~ A Cinderella story~

Usually, I get excited when it's my BIRTHDAY. Aand this time, I was waiting to know how it feels to get 21 years old.. Was quite curious about it.. Well the day came and I thank GOD for letting me to see my 21! Now about how I felt.. Wait, let me explain first the surprises that I had on that very special day..

First of all, before the clock struck 12, I was on the phone with my beloved one! Well, he wished me the FIRST, that itself is a great surprise for me..

Right after that, my beloved friend, Vijeya covered my eyes! Gosh, it shocked me but I knew that these girls had something for me.. I could hear my dearest roommate, Amala preparing something... When the clock hit 12 am, she uncovered my eyes and I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE TO SEE LITTLE CUTE DELICIOUS AWESOME CUPCAKES WITH MY NAME SPELLED ON IT TOGETHER WITH BIRTHDAY WISHES!!! GOOOSSSHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! CUPCAKES are my favorite and I never had it for my BIRTHDAY!!! I could not stop screaming and jumping.. It was the biggest surprise for me..

Those are the CUTE CUPCAKES! And it tasted like HEAVEN! Thank you so much to my darlings Amala and Vijeya for the lovely surprise.. I really truly deeply APPRECIATE it!


I was also overjoyed by the overflowing wishes from Malaysia.. Really made my day...

The next day, as I wished, we headed to temple.. I really had a peace of mind there.. Was very glad to go HIS place on my special day.. That is what I wish for every year on my Birthday.. I wore saree, as I wished also and I felt so special (although I was having quite a hard time walking with the saree)





Right after coming back from temple, Vijeya's anni, prepared food for us.. Imagine, home cooked food on my birthday! Plus, 'payasam' (an Indian sweet) was also made for me by Vijeya's anni's mum.. It was heaven guys.. At this very moment, I missed my family so much, especially my mum.. I miss her cookings.. T_T

Then. we headed to a shopping complex nearby to watch movie. We watched Bridesmaids.. It was a nice funny movie with meaningful message. Had fun in the theater laughing and giggling! To my surprise, one of my best friend came to visit me on that day.. It was Anis Hanani, my crazy friend! And you know what, she brought me CUPCAKES!! Again CUPCAKES and I just loved it alot!! And I love her so much for that!


Later we headed to an Indian restaurant for a treat by me.. I love treating my friends on my birthday and I'm so glad that I got that opportunity on this day! We ate a lot and we could not finish those food and packed it home..

Lastly, we headed back home and before the clock struck 12 again, I was at home.. It was like a Cinderella story, 12-12.. But I really felt like Cinderella.. I had so many surprises and happiness.. I would really like to thank all those who contributed each and every moment from them to make my day wonderful.. I really appreciate it..

And yah.. lets get back to the feeling part.. Well, when I got 21, the first thing that I felt was. OMG, I am getting older.. Yes I am and I don't regret it.., yet! A new beginning for meand lets see what 21 has got for me! =)

Why I started??

Well, there are many reasons for me to start blogging..

1. The first and foremost reason is that I am an English teacher-to-be! So I want to improve my writing skills! (sounds so nerdy which is not me!)

2. Actually, writing is my passion but sadly, I am too lazy! So by having this blog, I just hope that I will have reasons to write!

3. I am a very emotional person so rather than wasting my time emo-ing, it's better for me to blog something right??? =)

4. I don't like to keep a diary so this is like the other option for me!

5. I also believe that by pouring out my feeling by writing, it makes me happy coz I am not a person who expresses my feelings..

So I guess that's it! I am kinda excited (Although I know I am kinda left out and late to create a blog! But I believe that it is better LATE than NEVER!) So, see ya with my next post! ^_^

So why don't you

Have a great day! Cheers! =)