I'll love you for a thousand more...

A song that I fell in love with, the very first time I heard it, made me to fall in love with him gain. I can never forget that very moment. I realized how much actually I love you. How much I want you by my side. How much you mean to me. How Lucky I am. And yes, I WILL NOT LET ANYTHING TAKE AWAY WHAT'S STANDING IN FRONT OF ME.

LOVE. The greatest GIFT.

We bugged her: Aunty, why didn't uncle get you anything for your birthday??? *bug bug bug*

She kept quiet. then she told us: "That's what I love about him. He never gets me things just so that he can impress me. See, that's what happens. When you get stuffs just to impress and one day you stop, you disappoint them. You won't be able to keep up what you have build before because of the responsibilities that you have. He doesn't get me anything and that's what I love the most about him."

That just shut us. I kept quiet. In my mind, I can't stop admiring their love. More than that, a new insight came into my mind. Something that changed the way I perceived things before. I think LOVE is the biggest gift that you can always give no matter in what condition you are. And YOU, have given and are giving me so much LOVE that I have no words to thank you for. I feel lucky.

I love you. =')

Friends make life more meaningful.

It's really really unique how a bunch of friends, all with different personality, attitude, minds get along very well together. To me, it's like a magic. Coz we understand each other. Despite whatever that person says, in the end, we know that they love us and they did not mean to say stuffs. One might not like some qualities that the other one has, but we have learnt to look beyond that. To look at the best qualities of the person and ignore the ones that they dislike. It's so awesome to have that bunch of friends who will try to fulfil / help you to fulfil your dreams. When you just feel like breaking down and crying, they give not only their shoulders for you too cry but their heart to listen. Only GOD knows what will happens tomorrow. But at this very moment, I'm glad to have my bunch of friends which I call my bunch of happiness. People say life is nothing without friends. I would say friends help make life more. =D It's the times we're so crazy, that people think we're high. we can't help but cry. It's all the inside jokes and "remember whens". those are all the reasons that we're best friends! -Unknown-

And I'm still amazed how friendship works.

The bird and it's birdcage

She is a little bird who was brought up in a cage called home and she is fed with love and care everyday. Then it came to a time where she is ready to fly. Now, she is a free bird, out in the air, flying happily with both her wings stretched out. She flies without worries, forgetting the world, but not herself. Sometimes, the sun burns her, the winds changes her path, thunder scares her, rain cancels her plans but she still faces all of them with a strong heart. Believing that it happens for a reason. She learns from all of them. When her strong heart is broken, she realizes her true loved ones. Wherever she flies, she takes with her all the values and culture that is learnt while she was in her cage.She has her own destination, but she follows it with god's path. On her journey, she meets new friends. Some become best friends, some become strangers, but she always remembers that human will always be humans and she treats them like one. Giving her best as she can. She is a grumpy one. But the only one who is able to see her sad face behind that grumpy face is her mum. And she loves her with all her heart. Owh, she has a flying partner too, someone just like her. No matter where she goes, she never forgets her "cage". At the end of the day, when she has finished her awesomeful journey, she always returns back to her very own cage. The place where she belongs, the only place that keeps her safe and warm. =)

Childhood. I miss it. So much.

As usual, I was scrolling down my FB news feed and then I saw a picture posted by my friend. I stopped, Hey I know that UNCLE!!!! I used to buy "Aiskrim Potong" from this uncle when I was in my primary school. I starred at the picture for minutes without realizing. That was more than 10 years ago. Tears filled my eyes. How I miss my childhood. I went to school just to see my friends, recess was spent playing and gossiping (that age itself), and the main agenda starts after school, JUNK FOOD SHOPPING TIME!! That is when we finish all up saved up pennies to get all sorts of chips, crackers and so on(SUPER RING, BIKA, APOLLO and etc.) And to get 20 cents "Aiskrim Potong" (corn flavoured: my fav) was a MUST!! Haishh! During my childhood, seriously, my biggest worry was just HOMEWORK. How when I get back home from school, first thing that I'll do is to sniff from outside the house itself what my mom has cooked for lunch. I'll eat until my stomach feels like bursting, then straight to bed for an afternoon nap (quite long one) with my mum. I wake up for my tea time, take my bath, pray, tv then straight to bed again. (That's why my homework was a worry to me!!) Sitting here, I feel helpless, how I wish I could have my childhood again.. I know TIME is not REVERSIBLE. If I was given a chance, I will not change anything in my past coz that was what that made me who I am today. But I can tell you, I was one naughty, weird & HAPPY kid who really enjoyed my CHILDHOOD! And that child is still in me and will always be. . .

Never JUDGE a man UNTIL you've walked in HIS boots!!

I used to be a person who judges someone quickly and if I have that one thing that I don't like about them, that will make to get annoyed with whatever they do and in the end, that might lead me to hate them. WHAT they did mattered to me most than WHY they did it.. Silly girl I was. Things really changed when people didn't understand why I did certain stuffs and then only I started to put myself in other person's shoes before judging them. That was when I was taken back and that changed the whole view about people that I had before. Yes, we will never know what a person went through that they are in that way if we never walked their journey.How hard will it be for the person that you are judging when you never knew what they went through. That is when I stopped judging people, I found the gold in them. The good heart that I have never knew before. How blind I was, covered with a shield called immaturity(And yes, that doesn't mean I'm matured now) All that glitters is not gold and often do we realize the gold that have been always there, right in front of our eyes.. Appreciate and love everyone as we are all one, HUMANS!!

FEAR is only a FEAR until you OVERCOME it!!

18th July 2012: Never knew that I will ever Bungy Jump! It was decided there and then. I still couldn't believe that I'm gonna jump although I was at the edge of the platform. When I was at the edge of the platform, I could not think of anyone else, the only thing that was on my mind was, should I turn back and walk away! Thank GOD my partner that went tandem with me was there to convince me that WE CAN DO IT! OMG, How I LOVE HER!! It took lots of courage to decide to JUMP and I did! Had TERRIBLE blood rush while falling down and I only opened my eyes when I heard my partner saying, "Don't close your eyes!!" Quickly, I opened my eyes and I enjoyed the BEAUTIFUL view, upside down! It was beautiful! Had three bounces before they pulled us up and somehow I managed to pull my red string and sit while I went up. When I stepped on the platform, my legs were shaking, I could not stop it, it was involuntary. All I can think of is, THANK GOD I did not walk away and I DID IT!! I felt so AWESOME that I could not describe it in words! And yeah, I walked away as a CERTIFIED JUMPER EXTRAORDINAIRE!! And this it it, I decided, I'm gonna try all the exciting challenges while I can! Woohooooo!!

New Year!! ~2012~

Another year! New Year! Actually it seems like just another day.. But it is what believe that we put in to this day makes it special. We take up new resolution, new aims, new habits leaving behind the old ones and lots of new things. This is what makes life interesting, if not, everyday will just be the same! Boring right?

I do have new resolutions, aims, etc:

1. To learn from my deadly mistakes that I did last year and not to repeat it! To be more cautious with people around me.

2. To LOVE and CARE more for my BELOVED ones.

3. I don't want to take any vows about STUDIES =P

4. Not to take up any bad habits.

5. And surprisingly, I want to try NEW things! I am so excited about that because I am a person who stays 1000 feet far away from trying new things! Gonna do something exciting this year, let's see what happens! =)

6. Last but not least, TO BE BETTER THAN BEFORE!

It may seem just like a fuss about the New Year but New Year feels nothing without all these stuffs right! Above all, I would really love to thank GOD for allowing me to see this WONDERFUL New Year of 2012. Hoping it to be a good year for everyone! =D